Someone to believe in lyrics Mesh

Someone to believe in

I thought I'd beaten you off once
I thought I was out of this trap once
I said I'd never be like this
I said I'd never stop wishing I was somewhere else
Someone to be
Not myself
To much of you in me
Somewhere else with someone new
Killing time but not with you
I'll never slice through like a sharp knife
Could have had money and a good life
Now I suffocate in my dreams
Sat in the back with the cold,cold vision that there's someone else
Someone to be
Not myself
To much of you in me
Somewhere else with someone new
Killing time but not with you
Someone to believe in
Somewhere I could be tonight
But dreams are not that kind
The consequences hide
I never took the chance with a clean break
The chance that you get but you don't take
Far too weak to be like that
Far to stupid to be thinking that there's somewhere else
Someone to be
Not myself
To much of you in me
Somewhere else with someone new
Killing time but not with you
Someone to believe in
Somewhere I could be tonight
But dreams are not that kind
The consequences hide
Somewhere else, Someone to be
Not myself to much of you in me
Somewhere else with someone new
Killing time but not with you
Someone to believe in
Somewhere I could be tonight
But dreams are not that kind
The consequences hide