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Idols & rivals_blue

Yeah
Goin' in circles and circles, I'm startin' to spiral
Never thought it would be a time where I get online and niggas think I hate one of my idols
Heard talk 'round the city, been chatty as I watched your Internet spiral
It's grace-given 'cause I know that the pressure could speak but I kept the shit quiet, though
That fame one hell of a drug, let's play nice, though
Was marvelin' niggas and now they my rivals
Shoutout to niggas that never was spiteful
I stuck out too many hands, watch 'em climb up the highest
They spittin' and tryna go viral
It taught me the shit ain't real and the balance is walkin' a tightrope
Goin' in circles and circles, I'm startin' to— (Please cover my soul)
I got homies that's scholars and homies that's killers
It sound cool 'til you speak and reflect and sit with 'em
The liquor and pills just cover depression that's in 'em
They keep a stoneface with no blemish
I saw my cousin go sober and face all his demons
It broke him then rebuilt his image
Proud as ever, my nigga
You made it through that stormy weather, my nigga
Instead of creatin' a image of lies, you stayed on Geppetto, my nigga
All of my shit come from strugglin', hustlin', ghetto, my nigga
My temperament high as ever
I stay off that loud to keep this shit mellow, my nigga
Like yeah, yeah

Goin' in circles and circles and circles, I'm startin' to spiral
I used to marvel at niggas, it's crazy how they became rivals
Gotta watch what you say, when you say it, the shit become final
Goin' in circles and circles, I'm—yeah, yeah

Rakin' the money in
Too many blessings are comin' in
I can't get caught bein' one of them
I'm fuckin' hoes for the fuck of it
Hit it, dismiss 'em like, "Come again"
Life been too precious to comprehend
I can't get caught bein' one of them (Yeah)
I'm killin' shit for the fuck of it (Uh)
Look what I'm comin' with

It's funny how time flies and this shit look way different than when you was pint-sized
When you see how somebody got it
You wanted the same shit, had you so inspired
Then you realized he a man, too
He be fightin' charges, tryna beat addiction, tryna find God
Ain't the same nigga you looked up to when you was 'bout nine
It's a funny game
Idolize no man, they be havin' sucker ways
Thought they beat the odds but they duckin' fades
Did a decent job keepin' up the pace
Might have sold his soul or gave up his own
For a hundred years and a couple days 'til the deal done
And you gotta watch the nigga fall from grace but you feel nothin'
'Cause you grown, now, on your own, now
With your own ways and your own bouts
And your own hoes and your own doubts
When you fall short, it's your fault
Make your own choice 'cause it's yours to make
Takin' a risk is yours to take
'Cause you just inspired another motherfucker
And he watchin' how you perform today
He follow your moves, he hear when you lose
He honor your name in all his debates
He follow your life
He lookin' at all of the roads you paved, he on his way
And then he get older and peep your mistakes
Now all of his feelings could roam away
He meet you in person and asked for a word of advice
You tell him to go 'bout his day
But you was his idol

Goin' in circles and circles and circles (Whole time, ayy), I'm startin' to spiral
I used to marvel at niggas, it's crazy how they became rivals
Gotta watch what you say, when you say it, the shit become final
Goin' in circles and circles, I'm—yeah, yeah
Goin' in circles and circles and circles, I'm startin' to spiral
I used to marvel at niggas, it's crazy how they became rivals
Gotta watch what you say, when you say it, the shit become final
Goin' in circles and circles and circles, I'm startin' to spiral